December 23, 2014
Lately my mind is definitely going too fast. I feel as though the thoughts in my head are just too overwhelming. Too much to think about, too much to try to sort. WORD VOMIT...what happens when I start talking to people about anything. I can talk to anyone about anything and the ten million thoughts that are circling in my brain will spill out...not all of them, thankfully, but just enough of them that people look at me with that "you poor thing" look in their eyes. Really, I don't want you to feel sorry for me. And I really don't want you to think I am crazy. THAT IS WHY I CAN'T STOP TALKING!!!! I will just keep talking to you until I realize that I have ruined any chance of you ever thinking I am even remotely sane OR until I am convinced that I have managed to make myself appear less crazy.
Reading material... If you haven't been able to understand the mechanics of depression, this is a great read. It makes things easy to understand.
http://www.drjoecarver.com/clients/49355/File/DEPRESSION%20-%20Causes,%20Symptoms,%20and%20Treatment.html
I also have a terrible time with depression at times and i have to agree with you on the word vomit i have done that often and even if you see it coming it is unstoppable.
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